After my last post, I figured venting my feels would help. You know, getting it out of my system. After that I said to myself that I'd give her till the end of the month, the I'd cut her out. It wasn't something I wanted to do or liked the thought of, but I felt it was something I neeeded.
I did it today.
Why? Well there was a mention of me on twitter from her, about whe she came the first time and it just... stung. More than I expected. Probably partly due to father's day being sunday which sucks the joy out of me anyway. But yeah. And it flared everything up and I thought... why? Why should I have to deal with that possibility?
So I did it. And, yeah. It's done now. But still.