It's not just the week-long headache though. I've also felt sluggish, often not wanting to leave my bed. I often find myself laying in the dark in total silence. What I originally wrote of as avoidence for not going to the course, I now feel might be something deeper. I cut last week and I can't think fully why I did, apart from the pulsing of the blood.
I looked online and saw I had most of the symptoms of clinical depression. The main one I'm uncertain of is getting pleasure from things I normally like. I don't know if I have that.
I guess I'll know tomorrow huh?
Several things came today. I'm still waiting on my cards. Two of the singles Mikey got came: The Blackout and Fightstar 7 inches. Also the money Claire's sent came. Thanks yous.
Since I knew I'd need only half of it I went to the co-op and got some things to see if they could cheer me up. Namely chocolate, Pepsi and Radio Times. I hope that's ok.
I'm gonna smoke later since I found my cigarettes. I might try going through a mental list of things I like to see what happens. I dunno though.
I might try writing, but I've had block that might be induced by all this. I dunno.
Looking through Radio Times, aren't the little Adipose cute? I want one.
For some reason I want to watch Enterprise, though don't have it to watch.