While yesterday was too hot, today is too cold.
I haven't smoked as much as I have lately since college.
I'm sorry I've not wrote as quickly as I figured I would. With everything that's been going on I haven't been in the right state of mind (which I why What To Do With The Dead/The Time Of Our Lives stopped when they did, because that's when everything started screwing much). I'l ltry and have something tomorrow.
It seems since January I've either been up here worrying about something, or not here at all for a combined 80% of the time.
For awhile I figured I'd be leaving here just as eevryone else seems to have done. Everyone I knew seems to have gone. I don't want to be like everyone else. Especially now, I can't leave everything I know. I hate that everyone I care about is either in a hospital or care facility or is is so far away it wwould take me hours to even get to them.
To an extent I've always wanted to be alone, to have my own space, but I'm also lonely here. I've got no friends who'll come and spend time with me or to go out with. Most of the time though, it doesn't bother me. I'd rather be sitting at a computer then talking to someone face to face.
But I digress.
Tomorrow I'm being dragged to the hospital, despite not really wanting to go because I hate the places. Plus I fear bad news. I guess I can take solace in that it means I can try and get the Umbrella Academy, which I didn't think I was able to do.