We're owl exterminators (shadow_hive) wrote,
We're owl exterminators

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Dissecting anything positve

Kylie what a little trooper, performing even though she was sick :)

I've been thinkin about Sam too much. I'm begining to regret not taking the chance for us to have sex. After all, he's the only guy who's ever shown me any kind of affection for me. I feel all cut up inside again cause part of me hates letting the opportunity of being with a guy slip away so fucking easily. He said he loved me, and I just couldn't say it back. I feel less sure that I did the right thing now, I mean it's not like I'm getting offers and I've already done so much that's been wrong. I should have done it, said the word and got it over with. Let him be in me and lose ourselves. Yet I feel to embarresed tto pick up the phone and call him. I don't like making things happen. I just feel that he was the one person that could say they loved me, and held me in his arms and I couldn't even be with him. :(

I feel like such a bastard now. :(
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