(hope the comp don't be a bitch)
Seen Kel and ended up talking bout my ex's and why I went with them.
Anyway she believes that I'll find happiness. She thinks I'm cynical bout love cause the guys I've been with have been jerks (which they were), and that I only went with them cause they offered. However there may be unresolved emotions deep down.
Although I still seriously doubt my own self worth, though people same I'm a good person and deserve love, I think they're mental. Sigh.
But at least it looks like I'm getting both Underworld and LOTR (the first one) he he, nothing like Orlando Bloom to serve as a distraction....