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Dec. 6th, 2020

Jay Cock!

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Edit: Finally deciding to add other me-stuff here, as this has become the 'add me' post of sorts.

Do add me if:
*You like slash
*If you like My Chemical Romance, Bullet For My Valentine, Panic! At The Disco, Madina Lake, The Blackout, Bring Me The Horizon
*If you think Waycest/Smithcest/Sykecest/Leonecest is love
*If you like Japan or Wales
*If you like what I write

Don't add me if:
*You're homophobic, racist or any of that general shit (though that much should be clear)
*You hate slash
*If you want to force me to like Jaybourne, Ferard or Ryden
*If you think Waycest/incest fic in general is sick
*If you are going to insult either Star Wars, Pokemon, Kylie, Madina Lake, Panic! At the Disco, My Chemical Romance, Bullet For My Valentine or other Welshies
*If you're going to try and convert me to a religion
*If you want to cause trouble or drama

Also, if you're a member of fuckyou_mcr there's a good chance I won't add you unless I'm sure you're good people. To clarify, if anything I post here ends up there and it's you, you're gone.

Friends of crossbow1 won't be added at all.

Allow me to explain this. This is due to her being a bitch and also not realising it. (Also she doesn't seem to realise that it's more then one thing about her that bothers me, instead she focusses on one.) The reason I don't want to be friends with her friends is that we might end up replying to the same post, something I avoid at all costs.

Same with 67, who is perhaps the most childish person in history.

Also, orangesnrg piss off.

I think that is all.

Also, now all MCR fic posts are locked. This is due, primarily, to MCR 'fans' being absolute cunts. Hence I also don't just add random people who add me. I will not add back unless you comment.

Edit (again): You know what? Lostprophets and MAS fans have proven to be utter morons so I'm locking those fics too.

Aug. 7th, 2014

Gareth/Sean My whore

Everything has... started over

GAH! I can' believe I've had to restart New Leaf again! Ugh. Anyone that has it that's willing to help please do.

Jul. 26th, 2014

Mikey Sexy

We have a new member

So a non-fic post, first in ages it seems. But this is a good one. Last week I had a call from mum's work friend. Over two hours later I was back home with this little cutie.

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Jul. 18th, 2014

LP Stu Pretty

Three Nations

Three Nations
Pairing: Luke Johnson/Simon Neil/Stuart Richardson
Rating: NC-17
POV: Stu
Warnings: Buttsexing
Notes: I blame a certain Frenchy for this. 103938%
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Jul. 9th, 2014

Virta Trollears

Puremajälkiä Ja Veritahroja

Puremajälkiä Ja Veritahroja
Pairing: Routa/Tundra
Rating: NC-17
POV: Routa
Warnings: Hot Finnish sex
Notes: I blame a certain welshie for this. And a certain Finn
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Jul. 5th, 2014

LP Luke Topless

The Last Rule

The Last Rule
Pairing: Luke Johnson/Moose
Rating: NC-17
POV: Luke
Warnings: BDSM
Notes: Set at the future No Devotion Cardiff tour date, which we all know will be a Welsh orgy. I blame a certain Welshie for this
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Jun. 7th, 2014

Jay Cumshot

Backstage Blowjob

Backstage Blowjob
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Jay James
Rating: NC-17
POV: Calvin
Warnings: D/S
Notes: This started as a random idea that came to mind of Dom!Calvin and then it took ages to actually work out annoyingly. (I blame meds/exam/distractions.) Also WTF? This is the first Jay fic I've done since my birthday? UNACCEPTABLE!
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Apr. 25th, 2014

Andy Sexy

Before The Cameras

Before The Cameras
Pairing: Andy Biersack/Moose
Rating: NC-17
POV: Moose
Prompt: 5: Pornography
Warnings: Sex
Notes: Tom Wanks is Moose's self-proclaimed pornstar name while Dennis Westower is Andy's. This ended up taking a litle longer than I expected to finish, but ah well. This also helped inspire it (well a gif but I couldn't find it).
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Apr. 5th, 2014

ROTS Jedi Temple Burned

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Ah the joys of depression.

Mar. 11th, 2014

Ashley Sexy

All Shiny And New

All Shiny And New
Pairing: Andy Biersack/Christian Coma/girl!Ashley Purdy
Rating: NC-17
POV: Andy
Warnings: Het, err.. that's it really.
Notes: First suddenly-a-girl fic based on this. Woo. This woulda been done sooner if my keyboard hadn't screwed up.
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Feb. 4th, 2014

ROTS Jedi Temple Burned

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Eh, I feel like it's last year over again and I dunno what to do. I dunno if what I feel is real or the depression/meds but I can't stop thinking and feeling like it is. That and my anxiety flares up because I don't wanna lose another person yet don't feel at all comfortable confronting and dealing with this. Which makes me crazier and just...ugh
Ashley Sexy

The Hair And The Ink

The Hair And The Ink
Pairing: Andy Biersack/Ashley Purdy/Calvin Roffey
Rating: NC-17
POV: Ashley
Warnings: Sextimes
Notes: This started from me writing the two words: spitroasting Calvin, with Ashley and Andy in mind. I dunno where it came from but it did. I knew I had to do some form of BVB/Calvin fic after the tour though so... here it be. This is Calvin's chest piece, for reference. Also pokes for comments on last fic.
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Jan. 7th, 2014

Calvin Dildo

The Payment

The Payment
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Padge
Rating: NC-17
POV: Calvin
Warnings: Sexytimes
Notes: First fic done after irritating block of doom. I started this round Christmas cause the idea came into my head. Set while The Smoking Hearts were at Padge's recording new stuff. (Reference pics here and here)
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Jan. 3rd, 2014

Quinn/Dan Making out

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First post of 2014. I think, like bloodyhands I'l have to start using this thing for more than fic.

Well, let's see what's happened since the last post.

The day after I made the last post wewent to Birmingham. I was pretty uneventful really. I got some Who books and Rayman Legends for Wii U (using Xmas money given me to get it). But it was a nice day.

Then there was christmas of course. That went pretty well. I spent the day mostly building lego, flopping and waiting for christmas Who. Which was, I dunno. It felt like it could have been better (and a little anti climaticic and rushed). Ah well.

Boxing day was spent at my uncle's. Ugh. I was not looking forward to it at all but it was ok. Most of the time I was being climbed on by their new dog, Chip. He's only a puppy though so was excitable.

Monday before new year was my first appointment with the counselling people. It was just an assessment one but at least the lady was nice and put me at ease. After that I managed to get after things (notably the Link Between Worlds hardcoverguide in the sale) but unfortunately mum decided to have huff and... ugh.

Thankfully we'd gone on the bus witha daysaver, so I went back in the afternoon to see The Desolation Of Smaug, whch gah! That ending!

Annoyingly though Mondaywas also when my fit meter went awol. I know not where and I fear it's lost forever

New Year was ehish. I had an appointment with the doctor which ended up in me soaking wet, just for an appointment that lasted barely 5 minutes (which ended with me not getting the one thing I now know I need). Ugh.

And that's it pretty much.

Ficwise now.

Xmas fic are still delayed. I dunno how long for. We'll see. I did start something around christmas but it's not a christmas fic so... but I hope to finish it soon.

Dec. 20th, 2013

Calvin Butcher

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Well I've not made a post since the end of last month.

First, xmas fics will be delayed a bit. Major block (possibly worry enduced) has lead to nothing been done, which sucks.

Seen doctor, been started on pills and put through to counselling. The pills are ok, despite the pretty big fucking annoyance they give me. Gah.

Managed to get a ticket to the BVB gig Tuesday. Went more for The Smoking Hearts though if I'm honest. I ended up making biscuits for em the night before (fuck knows what set that off, I just had the urge to) but they seemed to like them. And Calvin< 3 he's so sweet and adorable and... nghh. Here's some pictures and such.

So yeah, that's about everything really. Tomorrow I'm being dragged out to Birmingham though, then Christmas. Woo.

Nov. 30th, 2013

Gavin/Sean Dildos!

Strange Days

Strange Days
Pairing: Gavin Butler/Gustav Wood
Rating: NC-17
POV: Gavin
Prompts: Held down and torture
Warnings: Vampirism, non-con, AU
Notes: I hoped to post this on Halloween but sickness/keyboard fuckery delayed it. And then when I did have it, worry set in which sapped ficness. Blah. It was orriginally Gustav/luke but i change it
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Nov. 17th, 2013

Calvin Dildo

Nurse Roffey

Nurse Roffey
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Gavin Butler
Rating: NC-17
POV: Calvin
Warnings: Crossdressing
Notes: So I wanted to do a fic with Calvin/someone in The Blackout when I saw him touring with them. For some reason I settled on Gavin. Then just as I started it... with the tour got postponed so that changed the whole thing. This is Calvin's outfit and this is the site I used for Welsh swears
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Nov. 5th, 2013

Thor Pretty

Gratitude

Gratitude
Pairing: 'Steve Rogers'/Thor
Rating: NC-17
POV: Thor (bar the end)
Prompts: 8: Roleplay
Warnings: None really, bar spoilers for Thor The Dark World
Notes: I had to do this after seeing it. Had. To.
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Nov. 3rd, 2013

Thor Pretty

Can I have my shoe back?

Partially random post, part Thor post. The latter will have spoilers under a cut.

Random first. So I've been watching Stargate Atlantis on Pick Tv. I'd not seen it before so figured 'hey it's on from the start, let's check it out'. It really is an awesome show (check it on Netflix). I mention it cause I got to thinking today that I couldn't do what they did. (The original expedition went to another galaxy on a potential one way trip with no way of contacting Earth and no guarantee of what the conitions would be.) I couldn't do that if we did a Martian/Europan expedition (visiting an established base sure but not be the first). One I'm not that brave, two I'd miss home and three I've watched enough films to put me off being first.

Anyway.

Today I went to Birmingham. Things were done namely:
*Dayschool
*Bullet ticket at last (only took three times)
*Signed at library
*Saw this guy
*Saw Thor The Dark World

Cut time!

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Nov. 1st, 2013

Luxo Surprise!

Everybody scream!

It's post-Halloween now so... Christmas fic request post.

I usually do this in December but I'm doing it now (I've thought about it for a weekish).

Usually I only do Christmas fics for a select few but now it's back to a free for all.

So rules:
*Leave a comment with a request (up to 3) be as detailed as you like but at least put pairing/kink
*You can put whatever you like in them
*You will be guaranteed 1 request becoming a fic which'll be posted on Christmas Eve/day
*However you can gain bonus fic if you do me a fic/art/manip
*Bonus fic will be posted when it's done (ideally between Christmas-mid Jan)

That's it basically.

(Note I am gonna do a few ficmas fics, mostly Finntroll so bare in mind if ye asks)

Edit: So I figured I'd add a list of things I want so...

*Zombie!Padge/zombie!Bullet
*Calvin/anyone (he's toured with Bullet, The Blackout and will be with BVB so...)
*Any BFMV/BVB pairing
*Thor/Loki
*Scat fic
*Jay/anyone
*Watersports
*Padge/anyone
*Bullet snuff
*Feederism
*Virta porntimes
*Tentacles
*Duncan/Lee
*Professor Cox/11

I'm sure to add something more to this.

Edit: Out of those things here are the top 3 that I so much want:
'*Zombie!Padge/Bullet
*11/Professor Cox
*And the main one Calvin scat, do this and I'll do many a thing.

Oct. 22nd, 2013

Duncan Topless and pervy

Is that part of the retro?

Well random ramble post time!

Frst Pokemon! I got Y and it's awesome! I'm just before the last gym but I have an awesome team including Goodra who is awesome! I love the game and nghh the new professor is so fucking hot! The graphcs are so pretty and just... eeee.

Sudent moneys came in... so I immediately bought Clone Wars season 5 (which was awesome), the new Night Vale tee and a load of old Who, yay!

It was my birthday Sunday. Nothing too exciting, just flopping and watching stuff, namely Doctor Who and Clone Wars. Though nomnom cake

Yesterday I went to Birmingham for Blue. I got my The Blackout ticket, and saw the awesome new library before the gig. The gig itself was pretty awesome when they came on (despite the random cold breeze) and ngh, the boys were hot and hip swaying and ngh... yesss.

Flopping now on AC, may fic soon.

Oct. 20th, 2013

Jay Armpit

Second Chance

Second Chance
Pairing: Jay James/Matt Tuck/Moose/Padge/Rich Boucher
Rating: NC-17
POV: Rich
Prompt: Pervertibles, class fantasies, whipping/flogging and consent play
Warnings: AU, BDSM
Notes: This is all thanks to a certain Welshie who suggested doing a fic for class fantasies with Bullet being sucessful and Rich not so here it is. (I had meant to do a Finntroll fic first but inspiration for this hit so...)
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Oct. 5th, 2013

Virta Pretty

Flopping time

Well yesterday Wind Waker came pre gig. I managed to have a little go before I had to leave, but it looks so pretty. I got to Forsaken Fortress. (And now I've got to the start of Dragon Roost cavern)

Wentto Wolverhampton and straight to the station to wait for Nat. Annoyingly the arrival board wasn't working right so I had no idea if she'd gotten delayed a bit, but still. Then we hunted for the tram and went to Bilston, almost going the wrong way but getting to the hotel. The room was pretty nice. Nat went to do here interviews, so I flopped and watched stuff.

Then at 7:15ish, I go a little woried. Doors open at 7 and there was no sign of her.... but then there was a knock on the door. I opened it up and then she was... with Tundra and Vreth from Finntroll behind her! Turns out the interview would be done in the room. There was another interviewer that went first, and in my haste to leave them to it I left my gig stuff behind (and my trainers) so couldn't leave until they were one *fails*. They were nice and dd shake my han as I was grabbing everything. Though while she was gone I had popped to the cash machine and I think I seen Routa (though realising too late).

I got a tour tee, thanks to tinyness for helping me recoup my money from Monday's incident. There were a few guys with skirts whih, guh I approve of. The first band came on after Nat returned (tough I had to run back and lock the door before they started). The first and were Skalmold and they were pretty good. The drummer was topless and wore a skrt so, nom. Then I joined Nat at the front of the stage. There wasn't even any barrier so we were super close. Next band was Tyr, who were pretty good too. Topless singer and next to topless guitarist in tight trousers? Nom.

It was aroud here I felt a tap on my shoulder and a guy said I had a nice tee and 'and now the weather' cause it was my Night Vale tee. Just goes to show how well know it is to be called on it in such a random place. (The guy I talked to post-gig also knew of it an said he had to listen after seeing my tee).

As for Finntoll themselves, they were so awesome! Best gig of the year and one of the best gigs ever. Virta's hair is so fucking fluff! As a certain person said 'It's so fluffy I'm gonna die!' I kept looking from the luffy o vreh who was pretty much in my face with his tight trousers and my eyes kept going to his crotch (then sweaty chest when he shed his jacket, ngh). They really were so awesome. I've never headanged so much or go into a gig as muh as theirs in awhile. And I even let myself do the horns which I'm usually reluctant to do cause of my fingers. But yeah, they were fantastic.

Post gig we went to the room and Nat was too flop to head back out. I held off a little. I was a little nervy due to what happened Monday, but I went out anyway. Thankfully there was a nice guy here and we got to randomly talking, so he kept me company a bit. I got pictures with Tundra and Virta (eee) and got them and Skyrmer to sign my album.

I went back whn it looked like no one else was coming, plus tiredness, so I heard back to the room and flopped too.

Tis morning we wandered round bilston, then Wolverhampon before we parted and I came home.

Cut to me going on wind waker and flopping, but yay! I'm so glad went last nght and so thankfully Na got me out there ause there's no way I could've done it alone.

Now to flop some and go on AC (and flail over mon leaks).

Sep. 29th, 2013

Rich Topless

Art

Art
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Rich Boucher
Rating: NC-17
POV: Rich
Prompt: Guro and Wildcard: tattoos
Warnings: Death, gore (though not as much as I planned)
Notes: The reference pic for Calvin's chest piece that I used is here. Well this fic came from a random idea I jotted down in the kink bingo notepad file (I can't rememeber when/where it came from though). I didn't know who to use as the killer though, until I figured 'use Rich' and then went from there. It stalled a little though at times when couldn't setle on what to do, but now I think it works. Just one main kink bingo fic to go!
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Sep. 17th, 2013

AOTC N-1

Spaceeee

Well I'm feeling much better now. Maybe cause I ended up talking to mum and having a cry, maybe cause I sorted the one problem I could. But yeah, I'm feeling much better than I did.

I'm excited for the upcoming gigs and games, namely Zelda and Pokemon, yay!

There's probaly things I should post about, but I'm not sure what. Other than I met the guy that does the voice of Mario/Luigi/Wario and he's real nice. And er.... I dunno. I'm gona be starting a Will And Grace rewatch after this post solely because of Karen gifs on tumblr (Karen is awesome).

(And I've still not read Killjoys yet cause it'd be too depressing.)

And now, some randomness.

I've not been a particularly ambitious person. At school when we were asked what we wanted to be when we grew up I had no idea (personally I've always thought it's ridiculous to make such a decision so young). So I was always a little directionless. I never realised until a few years ago that science was the way I wanted to go. (A big comfort is that Professor Cox didn't start up his full education until quite late and look where he is now.)

I was watching this film last night, called The Europa Project. It's about a manned space mission and, instead of the usual destination of Mars, it's going to Europa. (Europa is one of the moon's of Jupiter and is the most likely place in the solar system to contain life as it has a vast ocean beneath the ice.) The mission was to see if Europa had life, but as most film space missions do, things went wrong (although personally some of it is the fault of the people who sent the mission. I mean who the fuck sends a mission that far with only one freaking probe?). Anyway, it spurred something deep down. I think that we should do something like that at some point. Life is pretty much guaranteed to be there and we should be trying to find it, instead of wasting our time sending probe after probe to Mars (a planet we know to be pretty much dead now and any life would be underground in caves that our probes simply aren't able to get to). We should be sending something to Europa, where the certainty of finding something that is living and breathing today is much more likely than on the deserts of Mars. And, well, I guess a part of me thinks that if something like that does happen that I'd want to be a part of it. And yeah, I dunno what I could do or how useful I could be, but I know it's something I'd want to do.

Part of why I'm excited for the next part of the course (Planetary science and the search for life) is that most of a chapter of the second book, An Introduction To Astrobiology is focussed solely on Europa, which shows how seriously a candidate for life it is.

Anyways. Off now to do some watching because I'm too flop to do much else.

Sep. 14th, 2013

Calvin Dildo

Here, Behind These Walls

Here, Behind These Walls
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Jay James/Mike Kingswood
Rating: NC-17
POV: Mike
Prompt: 1 : Crossdressing
Warnings: Crossdressing (obviously)
Notes: Well this fic came about because of multiple things. First this tweet Mike left in response to Padge's 'Jay loves dick' one. Thankfully seeing that comment led me to looking at Mike's twitter, and then to his instagam (which led to me seeing the pic of him like that). So I knew I had to fic him trouble was I had three ideas: One relating to the tweet (Mike/Jay), one to the piccture (Mike in the dress) and one relatted to hm being in Axewound and touring with The Smoking Hearts (Mike/Calvin). Eventually I figured 'fuck it' and combined all three which actually has worked petty well.
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Aug. 30th, 2013

Rich Topless

Sormitus

Sormitus
Pairing: Rich Boucher/Virta
Rating: NC-17
POV: Rich
Warnings: Slight crossdressing
Notes: for the awesome birthday girl lc_ffaf! Happy birthday!
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Aug. 27th, 2013

Mikey Fisting

Direction

Direction
Pairing: Gerard Way/Mikey Way
Rating: NC-17
POV: Gerard
Prompt: 18: Fisting
Warnings: Fisting
Notes: First Waycest in ages and, well, it was inevitable after that picture and Gerard designing and directing him that outfit. Just ngh. I wasn't gonna do this till I saw the ep but nope, no downloads or streams so I thought fuck it.
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Aug. 26th, 2013

Rich Topless

Chokehold

Chokehold
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Rich Boucher
Rating: NC-17
POV: Rich
Prompt: 29: Asphyxiation
Warnings: BDSM
Notes: For the awesome lc_ffaf so she had someone to look forward to after evil work (so she got evil!Rich)
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Aug. 20th, 2013

Padge Nom, Padge Leather

Dirty Images

Dirty Images
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Padge
Rating: NC-17
POV: Padge
Prompt: 12: Scat
Warnings: Scat, watersports
Notes: Inspired by these pics Calvin posted on twitter because Calvin is a filthy fucking enabler. Also, first scat fic in awhile. part of why I included it in the kink table was cause I wanted to do it again so Calvin provided me with a perfect excuse.
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Aug. 12th, 2013

Sean Cock laptop

Your Time Is Up

Your Time Is Up
Pairing: Sean Smith
Rating: NC-17
POV: Sean
Prompt: Caged and Plushies
Warnings: Fucking a cuddly toy, slight gore
Notes: Not done a The Blackout fic in awhile, so here's one. Also, couldn't figured out furries so. This is just a little idea that came into my head last week. Working out an ending was a bitch though, so I settled on a random thought I almost never used.
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Aug. 8th, 2013

11 Ironside

Do not approach the dog park

Post mainly to squee over Welcome To Night Vale and how awesome it is. With it's strangeness, it's city council, floating station cat, the myterious sattion management, a five headed dragon, an underground city, the glow cloud and perhaps the cutest pairing ever, it's so awesome. Bless tumblr for welcoming this new fixation into my life.

And now back to watching Resident Evil

Aug. 1st, 2013

Calvin Dildo

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Ok, so I've kinda failed at making posts here that aren't fic related. Oops.

So, here's stuff that's happened in July (in no real order).

I met Scarlet an we had an awesome day together, yay! < 3

Me and mum saw The Lion King musical in Birmingham, which was amazing.

I got Mass Effect 3 and, whle i've not done too much yet, it has been pretty awesome. I've gotten off Earth, been to Mars and the Citadel and yeah. It really makes me think of Star Wars around the Vong invasion.

Animal Crossing is still nomming away at my time.

The Finntroll gig is sorted, yay! (It's the only one that is though, boo.) I can't wait to pester Nat some more.

My hair is now red again.

I saw The Wolverine Saturday after doing a run of X-Men films and I thought it was great. Especially the mid-credit thing.

I went to see The Smoking Hearts Saturday too and they were really awesome. Calvin was so fucking sexy performing and then I met him after and he was so sweet ad nice and talkative and eee! I have a picture of us. (Yes it's dark but fuck it.) I mean really he was just so sweet and adorable and eee. I may be slightly more fixated with him now.

I watched V/H/S the other day and it was much better than I was expecting, really ceepy in places too. I rewatched Noroi the night after too because of mentioning it Saturday.

What else? I dunno. I think that's the basics pretty much. As always, I'm sure I've missed something.) I will try and post more, yess. I expect to have another fic up soon though.

Jul. 21st, 2013

Calvin Dildo

Lutka

Lutka
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Routa/Tundra/Virta/Vreth
Rating: NC-17
POV: Calvin
Prompt: Crossdressing and silence/gags
Warnings: Sex
Note: For lc_ffaf, to help make her smily (though it's kinda late for that purpose but still) the start was, oddly, the hard part and for once I left sorting it till last. Ah well. Enjoy the porn times.
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Jul. 15th, 2013

Jay Armpit

A Little Reminder That I'll Never Forget

A Little Reminder That I'll Never Forget
Pairing: girl!Jay James/Luke Johnson
Rating: NC-17
POV: Jay
Prompt: Pegging/strap-ons and pictures
Warnings: BDSM, het
Notes: First het fic in... well over two years and a half apparently, wow. Also first kink bingo fic yay! (And honestly someone explain how this to to be so long?) And thanks to lc_ffaf for some unknowing help ;)
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Jul. 5th, 2013

Jay/Padge Schoolboys

Kink Bingo card



historical roleplay danger scars / scarification pervertibles class fantasies
chastity devices animal play altered states whipping / flogging consent play
pictures held down wildcard confined / caged gags / silence
pegging / strap-ons torture / interrogation guro plushie or furry kink crossdressing
fucking machines bondage mechanical / technological sensation play endurance


So I saw someone post one of these and figured, why the fuck not, so I got one of my own today. Leave any suggestions in the comments.

After looking at the kink bingo site, I think what I'll go for is the double line thing which means there'll be:
*Pictures and pegging - girl!Jay James/Luke Johnson
*Held down and torture - Gavin Butler/Gustav wood
*Wildcard and guro - Rich/Calvin
*Caged and furry - Sean Smith
*Gags/silence and crossdressing - Calvin Roffey/Routa/Tundra/Virta/Vreth
since those are the lines that seemed to work best together. There may also be at least one other thing too.

Also a postage stamp thing:
*Pervertibles, class fantasies, whipping/flogging and consent play Jay James/Matt Tuck/Moose/Padge/Rich Boucher

Jun. 19th, 2013

MM Skull Kid First encounter

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Well happier post now.

Late Thursday night I got my download code for Animal Crossing New Leaf... which I promptly downloaded and started.

First here's the information on my town (first posted on tumblr and updated now)

Town name: Termina
Town tune: Midna’s theme
Town flag: Inverted Triforce (may change to something done by someone with art skills)
Native fruit: pears
Current other fruit trees: Cherry, peach, orange, lychee, banana, lemon, coconut, durin, mangos, apples
Current residents: Kiki (cat), Pippy (bunny), Robin (bird), Bill (duck), Vic (bull), Canberra (koala), Zell (goat), Brocollo (mouse), Truffles (pig)
Moving in: None
Ordinance: Night owl
Public works: Yellow bench, bridge, lamp, fairy tail bench (tomorrow)

My main thoughts thus far? Well there's much to love. I love the new island. It's fun, especially with other peple (and you can make a shit tonne of money there). I love the fortune cookiees and the items you get from them. I hate being taunted by damn balloons I can't get. I love Kiki and Zell. I love the ordinaces and public work projects. I love that boys can wear dresses. I can't wait for more stuff to be open.

My house has already been upgraded a few times (it woulda been more but Nook had the mermaid exterior and I was like, want!). Yay!
MM Skull Kid Defeat me?

Finally over

This'll be the first of two posts today. The other will be about Animal Crossing and be happier.

After my last post, I figured venting my feels would help. You know, getting it out of my system. After that I said to myself that I'd give her till the end of the month, the I'd cut her out. It wasn't something I wanted to do or liked the thought of, but I felt it was something I neeeded.

I did it today.

Why? Well there was a mention of me on twitter from her, about whe she came the first time and it just... stung. More than I expected. Probably partly due to father's day being sunday which sucks the joy out of me anyway. But yeah. And it flared everything up and I thought... why? Why should I have to deal with that possibility?

So I did it. And, yeah. It's done now. But still.

Jun. 1st, 2013

ROTS Anakin Insides

(no subject)

You know what's funny? And by funny, I don't mean funny ha ha, more funny sad. What's funny is seeing a friendship die. Especially since, if you'd told me 6 months ago it would, I'd have laughed you off as insane.

I've had people come and go. The ones that go often vanish into the ether, without warning and without trace. I'm left to question what happened to them. Had something happened? Was it something I did? Were they just sick of me?

Other times it's a fading out and, in time, the person fades from view so completely that it's awhile before it actually registers.

This time wasn't like the others.

It started a few months ago. You see I'm not very social. I'm not good at making friends with actual people. Years of being bullied relentlessly pretty much killed my self confidence, not that I had any to begin with. On top of that I'm not a drinker so I don't go to bars or pubs. I go to gigs but I'm much to shy to talk to anyone unless they do it first and even then I get awkward and shy.

So I'm so fucking thankful for the intent. It's let me connect with people who share my interests without all that. To become friends with them without going thrugh that process so on the rare chances I do meet them that awkwardness is largely gone.

But yeah, most of the time, I'm alone, with no one here to interact with. That's not an exaggeration. I really do have no friends here. None that I could just go round and see or have over. Anyone that does come it takes weeks or even months of planning (bar when a certain American was in the uk and I had vists out of the blue). So when someone comes, I look forward to it, it breaks the lonliness.

At the end of January I had a friend due. It had been planned and looked forward to for months. The plan was she was going to stay a week. A week of being with somene, of showing around, of spending time with them. Having conversations with them. She arrived late Friday. Within little over 24 hours plans were made, but plans to leave. By lunchtime Sunday she was gone. I was disappointed, but I'd been told she was needed elsewhere. It was a lie.

While I am alone I ever really feel truly lonely. That week I did. I felt thee loneliest I'd felt in a long, long time.

A week later I found out the truth and even today, I don't know what bothers me most about it. The fact she lied? That the problem was something I could have worked on if only I'd been told? The hurt at being betrayed? I guess I'll never know.

That was the day it started to die for me. Although really it can be traced back further on her part of it. How far I do not know.

After that, silence. Well, silence compared to what we were like before. We talked practically daily but now it was once a week at best. I was mad, I was hurt but really, nothing was being done to fix it. Time heals they say. But I found it didn't. The healing process never really began. We'd been best friends but that was gone, the hurt destroyed it.

Time went on. Things remained the same. Communication was pretty sporadic and we did speak, well, the conversatations were pretty much short. In all the time since it happened I think we only ever had one real conversation the way it used to be.

The thing is, I could see it. I could see this friendship, this thing that we'd built. That had been wonderful and amazing. And I could see it fade away. Part of me hoped we could fix it, but that part became smaller and smaller every day. Until eventually... I stopped. I stopped hoping because I could see it was useless. As long as I hoped it kept it on life support, but it was too late.

For a long time I've wanted to get these feeling out. For weeks the thoughts have filtered into my mind out of the blue, whenever I've had time alone. But I kept holding that desire back. Maybe a small part of me still hoped things could be salvaged, but now... It's been close to a month since we've properly talked and now I just feel it's time to just... do this.

To just let the words out. To pull the plug and let it die. Let it die the death it should have died back then, close to four months ago instead of keeping the ridiculous fucking hope that it could survive.

Here's hoping that my mind will leave me alone about this now and that I can just move on without this hanging over me.

May. 24th, 2013

Virta Pretty

Under Bergets Rot

Under Bergets Rot
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Virta
Rating: NC-17
POV: Calvin
Prompt: 21: Bloodplay
Warnings: Slight AU, non-con
Notes: For lc_ffaf who has just finished her last exam hurray! Now more exams, woo! :D
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May. 19th, 2013

Calvin Dildo

Alone

Alone
Pairing: Calvin Roffey/Jay James
Rating: NC-17
POV: Calvin
Prompt: 25: Unrequited Love
Warnings: Toys
Notes: Inspired by the pic of Calvin with dildo... I dunno how it became this though.
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May. 7th, 2013

Duncan/Lee Close

(no subject)

So what's happened since the last proper post? Well not much (even though was a bit ago).

Well I've failed really at ficcing, because my fic brain (bar the one I posted) seems to have run off which sucks. I keep hoping to fic but keep not having focus/get distracted.

Saturday's been the main day of excitement. I went to Birmingham for free comic book day and ugh, it was a bit irritating. Mostly because you had no real choice what to get. I did get the one I wanted most, the killjoys one, by luck though. I still need to read it though.

I got a few other things. A Silence fig at last, woo! The new Who card 5 pack thing. Rhythm magazine with Ilan on the cover (nom) and the Gay Times with Duncan on (double nom).

The second main reason for going was seeing Iron Man 3 which was awesome, yay!

Other than that Blue has had a new album out and it's so goood. And today I managed to get a ticket to see them at a teeny Birmingham venue, yes! And it's the day after my birthday too. Woo!

Other stuff, the last new Who ep was awesome cause Vastra, Jenny and Strax were back, yay! I love them and they need a spin off now.

In games, I finished Mario Wiiu and started Fire Emblem Awakening (nomnom all the pretty boys).

Today I've woke up all sick and ugh, with no voice. Bah.

Well, I think that's well lastly. Pumkin from Baaman and Piderman is so awesome and adorable < 3

Apr. 30th, 2013

Virta Pretty

Katsomassa

Katsomassa
Pairing: Tundra/Virta
Rating: NC-17
POV: Virta
Prompt: 22:
Warnings: Hoods
Notes: Sequel to the previous Tundra rubber fics. Also like those this is for lc_ffaf who is awesome.
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Apr. 23rd, 2013

Waycest Touch

A gift of peace in all good faith

So I've decided to unlock all my MCR fic now and all future ones will be unlocked also.

The current upcoming fic list is thus
*Next part of Collide
*Duncan James fic (damn those Gay Times pictures)
*Tentacle fic (details unknown)
*Bullet fic with throne from Kerrang shoot
*Amputee Jay fic based on this
*Steampunk fic
*Moose/Sean fic (cause they're begging for it)
*'Matt and Moose's fuck factor' fic
*Possible Gerard/Toro
*Calvin fic
*Possible next Finntroll rubberverse fic
*POW based fic

Most are just vagueish ideas with nothing settled until I think some more. Since most are vague I'm open to suggestions here

Apr. 9th, 2013

11/Rory Poke

Postulation

Well I've not done a proper post in awhile so here it is.

Well today I've woken up sick. Blah. My tummy feels like it's training to be an olympic gymnast, which is far from fun. It's not even fun adjacent.

Anyway. So gonna play catch up now with stuff I should post, which'll be a lot of random as a result.

First. When I had my Uni grant money this year I did two things with it. First, pay off the WiiU. Second was get an artist to do an art. I really love his work beause it's really twisted, so when I knew money was coming I asked how much a commission would be. It got posted a little while ago and here it is and I just think it's really awesome. I'm gonna fic something on it at some point soonish.

Second, new Who has started! Yay! I meant to make posts about this before but for some reason didn't. Ah well. Anyway, the new series has been pretty good so far. The second ep was better than I thought it'd be and I loved how there were so many new aliens. The first ep was also pretty good too.

I really think that they've been looking at the list of things I want back for the up coming episodes. Ice Warriors next episode, a Strax/Vastra/Jenny centric ep latter, Zygons and Kate for the 50th. So much awesome is ahead.

Third, the tiny pigs have names! The one with a little brown patch is Thor and the other is Loki. They are so freakin adorable together. I mean when you get them out they snuggle up together (either under the laptop or under my onesie thing) and at night they play chase with each other and they share carrots instead of snatching them. They're so much cute! I love them so much already.

Fourth is what happened Saturday. We went to Birmingham, because Forbidden Planet was doing another Who event. Figuring it'd be as awesome as the last one I decided to go with mum and just... ugh I wish I didn't. It was pretty much a disaster. First we missed the train, so were stuk in Wyrley for an hour (which has pretty much nothing). Then when we got there, first stop was (naturally) Forbidden Planet itself. While last time there was a lot of duiscounted stuff this time there just wasn't and what there was was overpriced. I mean at the last one there was a smiler figure for 1.99, this time the same figure was 2.99 and the flesh Doctor I got for 1.99 was 3.99. In fact no figures were 1.99 this time and there was hardly anything there by comparison to last time. I was so disappointed by it all. All I got was The Silurian Gift, a £1 quick read book (which I'd been looking for and was awesome). The ift bag this time was pretty sucky too. Last time you got a keyring, badges, poster, one of the little character building figures. This time it was just some jelly babies a badge (fairly sure it was the same one as before) and a poster. Boo. We had no luck with the draw either and it was done in a worse way than last time too. Boo.

The rest of the day wasn't terribly exciting. I got the new Who card folder, the Pokemon from game and had Mcdonalds but that was about it. It was pretty faily really.

Reading The Silurian Gift made me wanna watch the old Silurian eps so I got the boxset down and watched the first one last night (hopefully gonna watch the next one tonight). You can tell the person that wrote the book must've watched the episodes too because there were references to all three.

Well I think that's all the main stuff really. As always, I've likely missed something but I dunno.

Apr. 5th, 2013

Jay V-neck, Jay Buff

Collide Part 2

Collide
Pairing: Jason James/Jay James
Rating: NC-17
POV: Jay
Prompt: 17: Torture
Warnings: Eventual torture, AU, non-con, BDSM
Notes: Part 2's taken awhile to get going but here it is. Hopefully part three will come easier (and be more torurey) however, I'll do a one shoot before that. Also wanna semi-dedicate this to lc_ffaf wh awesomely got inspied by part 1 to do a fic, yay!
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Mar. 27th, 2013

MINIMCR Mikey Unicorn

(no subject)

So we went to the garden center today. I was debating getting new pigs or degus after losing Ian (was leaning to degu) but then I saw these two and just... they were all curled up in a tube together and they're so adorable and cute.



They don't have names yet, but they've already lept out the cage and have pent the past hours curled in a corner together.

Mar. 24th, 2013

Moose Dark

Bullet For My Valentine

Bullet For My Valentine
Pairing: Moose
Rating: NC-17
POV: Moose
Warnings: Toys
Notes: So this fic is completely the fault of this, which was obviously gonna get ficced at some point, but I wanted to wait until I got one (and the first got lost in the post so ugh). It probably woulda been easier making one of them a girl or pairing them with one but here it is
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Mar. 23rd, 2013

Gerard Red hair of sex

Era's end.

Well MCR have broke up. The weird thing is, I don't really feel anything. No real strong feelings.

I found out last night. I was about to head to bed after watching two episodes of Pokemon with Morganess and just did my last tumblr/twitter check of the night and I saw a mention of MCR breaking up. So I went, looked through the twitter timeline and saw the statement and just... nothing.

It's weird. If this had happened a year or more ago I'd likely be devestated. But I'm just, not.

Contrast this to a few weeks back when Bullet did that Kerrang cover interview. They mentioned that they were close to breaking up and I could feel my heart break and I could feel myself become teary. But this? Even now, I don't feel much.

I think, probably it's down to two things. First is Bob. When he left, with no word or explanation as to why (and the band seemed intent on keeping it that way and Bob seemed bitter) they lost something. It felt like the band didn't really feel whole (as awesome as the Killjoys stuff was). Second was the fans. When I first got into MCR the fans were awesome. Seriously I've made such fantastic friendships through that band. But the fanbase really seems to have changed since then and not in a good way. A lot of fans seem to be bitchy assholes. From complaining about fic and belittling writers, to bitching about the band not being emo enough, being assholes to other bandoms (and each other) and just generally being cunts. Even today, one of the first posts I saw on tumblr after waking was a fucking threat. Since when was the band about that?

It's because of the 'fans' I pulled back in a big way. I've not really wrote anything with the band in awhile because I was sick of them being asses. The constant and persistant immature behaviour made me want to be associated with those people less and less. Maybe that's why I don't feel anything.

Like many, though, I'm puzzled about them quitting in the middle of an album. I do wonder what happened, especially since all indications were that everything was fine (a little Kerrang thing about ago said as much). And I think a lot of people do feel let down by that.

The positive? I'm hoping this means we'll see more Umbrella Academy soon. But I dunno if anything else can come from it.
Jay In the darkness

Collide Part 1

Collide
Pairing: Jason James/Jay James
Rating: NC-17
POV: Jay
Prompt: 17: Torture
Warnings: Eventual torture, AU, non-con, watersports, BDSM
Notes: This is one of the random ideas I got when I was at Bullet's gig. This is inspired partially by the Axewound song of the title. Hopefully this'll become my first multi-part fic in awhile (and first proper twisted one in awhile too) but we'll see how it turns out. This whole thing will cover the prompt (moreso when it gets going).
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