You should have raised a little girl

Edit: Finally deciding to add other me-stuff here, as this has become the 'add me' post of sorts.

Do add me if:
*You like slash
*If you like My Chemical Romance, Bullet For My Valentine, Panic! At The Disco, Madina Lake
*If you think Waycest is love
*If you like Japan
*If you like what I write

Don't add me if:
*You're homophobic, racist or any of that general shit (though that much should be clear)
*You hate slash
*If you want to force me to like Jaybourne, Ferard or Ryden
*If you think Waycest/incest fic in general is sick
*If you are going to insult either Star Wars, Pokemon, Kylie, Madina Lake, Panic! At the Disco or My Chemical Romance
*If you're going to try and convert me to a religion
*If you want to cause trouble or drama

Also, if you're a member of fuckyou_mcr there's a good chance I won't add you unless I'm sure you're good people. To clarify, if anything I post here ends up there and it's you, you're gone.

Friends of crossbow1 won't be added at all.

Allow me to explain this. This is due to her being a bitch and also not realising it. (Also she doesn't seem to realise that it's more then one thing about her that bothers me, instead she focusses on one.) The reason I don't want to be friends with her friends is that we might end up replying to the same post, something I avoid at all costs.

Same with glorify, who is perhaps the most childish person in history.

Also, orangesnrg piss off.

I think that is all.

Will someone explain to me what the fuck I just watched?

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Today's been boring other then that. I may return to writing later and should be on Wii soon. I finally saw a genie in AC.

Swine flu is here in the local schools. Worst is one that's only a stone's throw from nan's care home. That worries me more then anything. It seems to only kill the weakest that contract it and, well, she's weak anyway.

That was the... fucking... worst thing ever. It's like that Buffy episode where Tara got shot. Probably worse.

( Depressive spoilers here )

Sad rant over. Today was good but now I'm just depressed.

JC is finally sorted. I just need to go into the JC on Monday. Hopefully it'll be easy.

Today we were meant to go to Walsall, but instead went to Wolverhampton. I got some good stuff. Catherine Tate series 1 for only 75p, the last Doctor Who ep, a prehistoric animal book and Pikmin and Trauma Center for the Wii.

Now I'm all... fucking depressed. I think even mum got a bit teary.

I'll watch Catherine Tate to cheer me up, thene maybe go on the Wii.

The Outback
Pairing: JJ Peters/Oli Sykes/Tom Sykes
Rating: NC-17
POV: JJ
Warnings: AU, rape, BDSM
Notes: For fruityahren, who wanted JJ porn and I Sykes porn, so I got inspired. Hopefully part 2 will be done at some point soon, which'll be more twisted.
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Yeah, Torchwood rambling again!

Questions from other eps: With the hub gone, does that mean that the pterodactyl/the weevil/Gray have been destroyed too?

What is the deal with the 456 and children? Do they like snacking on them? What's the deal with them spitting out goo all the time? It seems they have claws, like the Macra? Are they related? Aww at Ianto wanting to do it with Jack. Damn Rhys and his beans! (He could've watched!) But he was so cute putting the Hub 2 thing up. And I wonder what Ianto did with those contact things? Make porn? Yay PC Andy, I'm glad he's still around. Ianto's awesome again. That Johnson chick is a bitch. They'd better not hurt Jack's daughter. I can't imagine he'd be too thrilled about that. And I had a feeling Jack was killed cause he knew something. Also damn those Americans being assholes. Remember the last time aliens made contact? They kinda fried your president. But yay for the American newsreader.

Stupid JC calling back and it being not sorted. So I've had to make more calls and gotta do another tomorrow before goin to Walsall.

Apart from that, nothing exciting. Gonna finish fic now.

And sort firefox cause it's being annoying.

The clock downstairs has died, so I took the call a few minutes ok as being not important (cause the clock said it was 8:50 before ay buisness would be open). When actually it may have been JC. Oops. They didn't leave a number or message annoyingly.

That Jona dude is now officially in BMTH. I'm indifferent to it really. I prefered Curtis but...

Speaking of band oddness, Panic! have already got a Ryanless song essentially ready for a soundtrack. Am I the only one thinking that's suspicious?

I didn't know that Ilan and Dan Whitesides have such close birthdays.

The Used are doing a tour! A proper tour! Since I've been iinto them, the nearest to one has been the Taste Of Chaos tour, which I don't count (even though it's over The Blackout and The Used totally had some madkinky sex). I must, must go. Gotta also try and go to the Lostprophets warm up gig.

I've gotta get photoshop or something on this cause it took forever to make my new icon on this thing. Damnit.

I may edit this post if Kerrang has anything interesting when I go to get it. Which'll probably be in a few. After this Bullet song.

Edit: Kerrang's not too exciting. There's something bout Warped to read about and a Papa Roach poster and little else. Next week's looks eh too.

Again, that was awesome! Again, I want tomorrow now!

Things still unanswered from Day One: the government aare obviously unaware of Mr Smith, since I'm sure he'd be intelligent eough to work things out? What's the cut of point for children effected? Is it only kids under 13? Before puberty? What? Does that mean Luke and the rest of the Sarah Jane kids do it too?

So Frobisher was Torchwood's contact, that seems bad. Though maybe he did that on purpose. Who was the third body? Was is PC Andy? Go Ianto and his smartness. And his family. Mmmm gory Jack is oddly hot. As is naked Jack. And Jack's arse. I wonder if Rhys averted his gaze from his cock? Under normal circumstances Jack naked and cuffed would make Ianto extremely happy. Oh and yay for that Lois chick. She's smart and organised. She's like a girl version of Ianto sorta (I think she'd be a good team member). Also good is Jack's daughter being back tomorrow with a gun. So the 456's breathe toxic gas. Curious. I guess when they do arrive, they'll be hiding in the gas for suspense and mystery and shit. The PM is a total tool. Why couldn't they have an awesome one like Harriet Jones? Also it's implied that Jack knows something. What? Rhys is amusing.

Ianto is love.

Anyway...

Today I called JC and got through. Twice! I'm scared. It must be a sign of the apocalypse. I'm gonna be called back tomorrow.

I saw titch, she seemed nice and happy.

I woke up this morning with Danny all cute and curled up on the bed. He's adorable.

I've sorted out a very tiny portion of the bedroom. Namely the dvd shelf above the bed. I need to find the boxed dvds.

The Wii's set up downstairs as is the dvd player. So I'm using both here for the duration. It's best until my room's sorted. Gotta work on Harvest Moon to get more wood and shit.

For the last two nights I've not slept till 5am and I'm not sure why.

Stupid Street Truzt getting stuck in my head. You can't be 'hung like a trojan horse' cause it has no cock! And if it did it'd be wooden.

Later I'm gonna watch Vicar Of Dibley and maybe write.

Gah Torchwood! Just gah!

I kinda hoped the doctor guy had lived, cause he was kinda pretty. Ianto was so so adorable! I guess Jack is the one from the trailer, all chained and burned looking. It's interesting that they seemed to be going after Jack specifically (destroying the Hub seemed like a bonus). I wonder what they'd have done if Torchwood 1 was still around). It's amusing that they know Jack's imortal, but not why. Pssh, the rift making him like it... how stupid. Gwen's reactions to her baby amuse me. And of course there's the whole 'why use children/what do our government have to do with it'. To me that seems very The X-Files like, cept with us doing the conspiring instead of the Americans. Which I guess makes a change.

I wanna see the rest now! Like, right now!

In other news:
*JC are useless. I call them up, finally get through then find out Tonbridge have fucked up soomewhere so I have to call them. So I do. 5 times. And each time it doesn't even ring.
*Ryan and Jon have split away from Panic! (possibly to become a folk duo, porn stars or a breakaway republic) It still seems... odd.
*Gonna try finishing fic soon

I didn't get to sleep last night till about 5ish. It didn't help that the door downstairs was being creepy and kept opening and closing all of a sudden. I eventually got so creeped out I shut it and turned the light on.

Before that I finally sorted out an anon fic. Huzzah!

I'm on the laptop that aol sent us, despite us saying we didn't want it. We figure I may as well use it.

I've not set up the digibox in my room, solely cause my aerial cable is awol. Bah. However, I have sorted the one downlstairs so... yay. I've put up a few posters and I'll sort through the others in a bit.

I expect I'll be downstairs more then up for awhile.

The Tenacious D film was on last night and it was pretty funny, perhaps more then I'd expected.

This morning there's been a thunderstorm so I've not been able to make the JC call yet causa the noise. I will after lunch.

My glasses fell off my head and so one lens keeps dropping out. Mum's gonna take em to be sorted tomorrow.

I feel like doing a random picspam. Maybe I will tomorrow or something.

I may as well keep out of MCR fic for awhile. Cause I can't seem to write them or anything. So... yeah.

I'm in a random mood really.

I can't wait for Torchwood tonight. 8 hours to go!

Mum's gonna be gone soon for awhile, so yay!

The Choice
Pairing: ???*, Brendon Urie, Jon Walker, Ryan Ross, Spencer Smith, Zack Hall
Rating: NC-17
POV: ???
Warnings: Nullification, torture, gore, BDSM
Notes: *Their torturer was wrote with no one in mind, apart from it being a band boy (one the they obviously didn't know). To me it's Jay, but it's open ended. For anon_lovefest (though the request was for rape and torture and I just focussed on the latter cause that's what came to me). Funny how my first Panic! fic in ages is torture. Also odd, apparently this is the first time I've ficced Brendon. Huh.
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So I'm back home. It's not as bad as I expected, apart from my room which is a mess. Gah. I can barely move in there.

The trip was ok, tiring. We saw nan, which was nice.

I'm on the laptop now and trying to remember all my bookmarks. And sorting out files. And periodically sorting other things.

I miss Mikeysaur.

Ice Age 2's on now, so we're watching that.

Ah the joys of hypocrisy. glorify who's mocked me before for doing gore fic has, guess what, done a gore fic.

Last night there was a random Kerrang thing on 4Music, so I watch that. Yay for Bullet. And why the hell is American idiot always so high up in video charts? Lets face it, it's not a good video (Holiday is a much better video).

Yay for India getting gay sex decriminalised and yay for Sarah Palin stepping down.

Tonight we're finishing of Night At The Musuem 2 and I'm gonna finish packing and put the stuff in the car.

Today we went to the Natural History Musuem, which was cool. They had dinosaurs! And shiny things! Perhaps best of all was the butterfly jungle. I made friends with two (picking em up from the floor so they wouldn't get squished) and watched a few drink from their flowers and fruit. It was quiet interesting to watch. I liked watching their little tongues go. We got cuddly dinos and fossil digging things.

It was so tiring though, maybe it was the heat as well as all the walking.

We got some things from Tesco on the way back, so we're all set.

I'll be back home tomorrow (we're gonna see nan too hopefully) and I should be online then. All of this week I won't be on while Torchwood is (so 9-10 GMT).

I'm gonna make icons, save stuff, pack stuff and... stuff tonight.

Gazing
Pairing: Jay James/Padge
Rating: NC-17
POV: Padge
Warnings: BDSM
Notes: Done for bandomds's challenge thing, which is why it's short.
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Today's Torchwood radio play thing was easily the best of the three. Ianto's just so adorable and sweet and I just wanna hug him. Jack/Ianto is adorable. And Rhys was amusing. I want it to be Monday now! (And if they ever decide to kill Ianto I'll kick someone's ass.)

Now there's a stupid art thing for kids aged 4-7 on and the presenter's painting like he's 3. And always handgesturing.

Haven't started packing yet but will soon.

Tonight we (should) be spending time together. Hopefully.

Whoever invented automated phone services are so fucking stupid. I've called botht he JC and a tech place and both are just... useless. I've decided it's best to wait to call JC once I'm at home. Cause they're useless and slow.

The Torchwood radio play thing today was so much better then yesterdays. Ianto's awesome.

Which stupid BBC idiot decided to start the new series of Mock The Week at the same time as Torchwood. Fools.

I wish the sun would just go away. It's far too hot.

Tomorrow's gonna be packing, which is gonna be odd. We should do a last proper Tesco trip then too. Saturday we're going to the Natural History Museum, which should be all kinds of coolness. There's a butterfly house and dinosaurs! Yay!

Sunday'll be eh causa long trip and having to spend forever to sort out my stuff at home.

I randomly started to fic last night, then stopped when I slept and since did a few bits.

I've not been on Harvest Moon in awhile. Perhaps I won't be on it till I'm home.

We may do more of the Clone Wars run later thoigh...

So we're back from Ice Age 3, which was all kinds of awesome. We saw it in 3D, which turned out better then I'd expected. I want a little baby dinosaur. They were so cute! It was such an amusing film, just like the others. I hope there's an Ice Age 4.

The Torchwood radio thing wasn't that great. I expect the others to be better, specially tomorrow's.

I'll be back here sooner then I thought. Cause Attack! Attack! are playing at Tunbridge Wells in a veeeery small sounding place. It seems pointless me going back, but I know it's not.

Nothing with JC is sorted. Stupid phone lines.

I'm semi-inspired. I may write later/tomorrow what's in my head.

Yesterday wasn't an exciting day. JC was useless with calls and Mikey's mum was a bitch. As fucking always. Me and Mikey decided that his mum's worse then mine, cause at least mum has a reason to be all stressed out. I wanna stab her with pens. And then work my way up to sharper things.

Last night we went for a random walk and saw strange green lights over the river and an odd man. Strange.

We also (finally) started thee Clone Wars run, but only got to about episode 7.

I had a dream that there were massive spiders on the ceiling. Three of them. However, I realised it was a dream cause the Ian poster was where it used to be in the dream, not where it is now.

I wanna go on Harvest Moon, but my Wii's where Mikey's sleeping. Bah. And my DS is awol. Must find later.

I was given a number to call to finish sorting JC but it's just had me on hold for 10 minutes plus. So I'm gonna call back later. Asses. It just seems pointless to sort it here since I won't be here soon too, but the JC lady said to call so...

Yay for the Torchwood radio things starting today, which we'll be listening to. Can't wait for the series of awesome.

Also, we're seeing Ice Age 3 tonight. Yay! I love those fuzzy animoos.

There's something as annoying as hell on my tongue. I want it to go away, like yesterday.

Begone evil sun!

I randomly discovered I've two LJ $1 gift things. LJ didn't tell me I'd been sent them and I dunno where they came from or who they're from. It makes me wanna get more paid time but I've no money. That and the paid account'll probably outlast me already.

This mad shit is why I love Bullet.

I hope Ilan does that release of The New Regime's album cause I totally want him to tour here. Ok, so I know he'd have to get a band together cause, well he can play guitar, bass, drums and all on the recording, but live I think it'd be a problem.

Why is a teeny part of me pondering going to BMTH's tour?

May do a standalone later or something.

Vote for Bullet!

I've been on Harvest Moon. I've three crops at the cean farm and I'm slightly annoyed by the trees and weeds on my land, the smaller seeming health bar and the annoying lose-stamina-as-you-pick-up-shit. Still, there's cute animoos around. My name in it is Rhys and my dog's is Gavin's. My farm's called Kamino (due to it's proximity to the ocean).

Mikey's given me a load of stuff. Yay!

I may write tomorrow. Maybe something new, maybe finish the UA one.

1. Have your music library ready.
2. Choose one (1) song from your music library whose title starts with the first letter (or number) of your screen name.
3. Repeat this process with each successive letter (or number) in your screen name until you run out of letters (or numbers).
4. Post up your results.
5. BONUS POINTS: Upload your mix (whether it's individual songs or a .zip of all the the songs) and include the mix in your post.

S - Scream Aim Fire - Bullet For My Valentine
H - Home Again - Attack! Attack!
A - Ashes Of The Innocent - Bullet For My Valentine
D - Dead! - My Chemical Romance
O - Open Water - Thrice
W - Worlds Away - From First To Last

H - Hollywood Whore - Papa Roach
I - I Almost Told You That I Loved You - Papa Roach
V - Vermillion - Slipknot
E - Evening Wear - Mindless Self Indulgence

And now to watch Identity (if I like it). Although I shoulda got food and drink beforehand.

So today was hot. I hate summer. I just end up wanting to stay inside, hiding.

At least Harvest Moon came today. Yay! I'm gnna go on it in a few. I think I'll start in the ocean bit. Mikey's on Sonic 2 now on some Sega Collection thing.

So today was JC. They were meant to call but didn't, so I had to. Apparently the ass I had to deal with has 'gone' (I dunno why, the lady I saw didn't elaborate and I didn't ask) so he's left the lady I saw (who's just come back from holiday) his workload. She was nice and could see how frustrated I was. So I'll know tomorrow what's happening. She's said it should go ok and I should just go home (and should've gone yesterday cause then I wouldn't have had to deal with the paperwork).

So next week I'll go home. Tomorrow's Clone Wars run (and we may see Ice Age 3 at some point). And I'll pack most of my stuff before the weekend.

Thankfully Amazon have the Umbrella Academy figures in for a set price, so I'll get them some point.

Yay for Torchwood next week! I can't wait.

Happy birthday mikeyface!

The past few days have been fairly slow. I wrote. We went to the garden center. I spent all of yesterday morning watching CITV. I'll have to watch it at 3:30 next week causa Pokemon!

I found out the pics I took got saved on the camera, not card and, with the camera dead and neither a usb lead for it or a charger, I'll have to wait till I'm home. Until then here are Mikey's pics, a few of which are me.

Right now Mikey's doing pizza.

After that I'll go on AC after to do the flea market and stuff.

That's it really. Not looking forward to tomorrow, cause it'll obviously suck. Stupid ass job center fucking everything up. I hope they don't insist I stay longer. Well, part of me does.

Hopefully Harvest Moon comes then so I'll have that to cheer me up/calm me down.

Next week I should be home. Over the next week we'll be going to see Ice Age 3/going to Toys R Us and maybe going to London's Gay Pride, since that's goin on next week too.

You Can Be Such Good Boys
Pairing: Dan Torelli/Mateo Camargo/Matthew Leone/Nathan Leone
Rating: NC-17
POV: Dan
Warnings: Diapers, scat, infantilism
Notes: I blame fruityahren for this. Oh and their twitter
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Michael Jackson's dead... that's just so strange... I dunno why. It just is.

RIP.

Might write tomorrow or kill zombehs.

Gah, I'm so fucking pissed off!

First, the cheap Doctor Who series 4 boxset that turned up was region 1 not 2, so it had to be sent back this morning, just a day after it arrived.

Today, we went to Sevenoaks. Why it was a farely nice day out, Tesco didn't have anything new in (or what I wanted). Worse, my money wasn't in. However, Mikey got me a little glass snail. It's midgety and cute.

When I got back I called the JC up. First, he kept me on hold for 5 minutes, then he was bitching at me. There was a course thing they wanted me to go to Monday and I'd told them in advance I wouldn't be able to go. So I thought, right, that's it sorted, especially since I signed a thing so my money'd go in. However, he apparently wasn't listening or just didn't give a fuck and so everything's messed up. I have to stay longer to sort it out on Monday. Bastards.

Still, least I have a reason to stay longer I guess. but if they don't sort it I'll kill them.

I'll post pictures/link to Mikey's another time, when I'm less pissed.

At least I won Harvest Moon Wii on e-bay. Harvest Moon is always good.

What's the deal with Mikey's dad and Swanly? He never wants to go.

Does anyone get Rock Sound? It has a big The Blackout poster in it, but I don't think the issue's worth it. Anyone not want the poster?

On Thursday (or Friday) I'm going get the comp set up somewhere and start transfering files. Starting with the basic stuff on here and finishing with copies of the Clone Wars eps.

Yesterday we briefly went up the town. We should be going back Wednesday or Thursday. I saw some cheap stuff I want (a Wall-E fic, Doctor Who stuff and the Watchmen graphic novel) plus I need folders so...

I wrote last night and it's posted now.

I'm trawling through e-bay for Bullet stuff now.

A game I go on pissed me off, since I got attacked late last night and there was fuck all I coulda done. Bah.

Last night I managed to catch most of Slipknot's Download set played on Radio 1. It was awesome! Am I the only one that think's Corey Taylor sounds adorable? I must be. After that, we had a perdy moth flutter about like a loon.

When You're On Top Of Me
Pairing: Jacoby Shaddix/Jay James
Rating: NC-17
POV: Jay
Warings: Sounding, cbt, BDSM
Notes: The original idea for this started off with Padge/Jay and Jay as the bottom (and also with scat) but then it all changed so... here it is. Damn you Jacoby.
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I've got some moon landing footage on now, cause BBC 4 are showing it. Patrick Moore's voice is so hard to understand though. I can't make out half of the words. It's still pretty incredible though, despite the footage being 40 years old.

We went round the wildfowl reserve today. It was nice. I took some pictures (which'll go in the future pic post which'll be tomorrow or something). The best parts were seeing a couple of grebe's diving and being cute, some adorable bunnies being adorable and a load of cutes newts in a pond. They were so adorable and just... awwww. I has pics of them.

Then we watched Jurassic Park, which was awesome. Dinosaurs=< 3.

Tomorrow Mikeysaur's ordering me Doctor Who series 4 (since we're not going to Bromley so...). We were gonna order an Umbrella Academy figure set on amazon (which was under £20) but it's gone now. If there's not a cheap one (£20ish) before Thursday then I'll cave and order it off play.

Tonight there was the Family Guy ep where Stewie abducts the TNG cast, which was all kinds of funny and awesome. Funny too was Brian hallucinating about a dancing bottle of Jagermeister (I'm sure Padge has had that many times).

Tomorrow I'm gonna write something I think, though what I'm not sure. I probably won't finish the UA fic I was working on. Instead I might do a Jay or Jacoby one (or Oli or Mateo...). And I gotta icon tomorrow.

Tuesday's the day we're finally doing the Clone Wars run.

We finally have a working digibox, which Mikey got yesterday. At the same time Mikey got an ngamer magazine, which has three games I want later this year: Legend Of Zelda: Spirit Tracks, Resident Evil: Darkside Chronicles and Silent Hill: Shattered Memories.

In Pokemon, I'm randomly looking through the rest of the Battle Frontier buildings. I keep trying to do the battle hall Houndoom, but often fail.

Next week I should be home... what's left of it.

I've never gone much on today. Now it just depressed me (as does the inevitable build up). Still, it's not like a few weeks back, so I'll be ok.

We're going to the wildfowl reserve in a few, to see cute animal friends. I like animals, they're nice.

I'm not a very political person, unless it comes to bastards like the BNP or shit like that. I've vaguely been watching stuff about the Iran elections and it fucking... how does someone like that come to power in the first place? It astonds me how the internet has been used to organise the protests and resistance. I just hope they manage to make a real change with comparitively little bloodshed. If any of the main global powers have sense, they'd send forces to help too.

My grandad always used to say they'll never be peace as long as there's two men in the world. I'm less pessimistic. In the end, we're all human beings. We should (hopefully sooner rather then later) all be able to leave together peacefully, without all these wars and shit. Hopefully it will happen one day. Hopefully the power mad and bigotted will finally lose their power over the masses and we'll live in a better world.

Hopefully.

Yeah, so that was fairly random right?

We watched our Download montage thing earlier. It's amusing and should hopefully be uploaded in parts soon. I think my voice sounds terrible though.

Talking to mum again makes me realise how uninhabitable the house will be (the builders ctually said it will be yesterday). The following has to be done to it:
*Chimmney's gotta go
*All the electric's gotta be redone
*Dryers have to be bought back in
*Damp problem solved
*Insulation's gotta be put in
*The stairs and living room have to be plastered
*Living room's gotta be recarpeted
*Garage roof has to be sorted

Yeah. I'm sure I've forgotten something too. Madness.

She also said nan's been out and about of her room which is good.

Picture post tomorrow or some shit like that. Here's one pic Mikeysaur posted: the stormtrooper one!

Job Center's stupid cause the dude I had to see wasn't there was he? Bah.

The new The Blackout vid's out. It's hot. Lookiee

I tried to cap the Papa Roach vid. He's not on his knees enough for good caps damnit!

Mikeysaur=hawt.

We're gonna watch a film soon, called Dying Breed or something. It's got Leigh Whannell in and it's about cannibalism. That's all I need to know.

Bon nuit.

The First Time
Pairing: Jay Smith/Tom Sykes
Rating: NC-17
POV: Jay
Notes: This just evolved from the basic idea of Jay and Tom fucking to this really. I dunno how but it just... did. This was started in a tent at Download.
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Things that've happened since we got back:
*Digibox has died. Bah! Now we can't watch awesome digital tv
*Monday and Tueday I slept in the media room
*Gotta listen to the Radio 1 rock show on Monday cause they'll be playing most of Slipknot's set. Awesome!
*An interview on Monday's one with Corey was so cute. He did a yay!
*The Madina Lake video isn't as good as I thought it ould be. Gah, they should do a good video already right?
*Fightstar should do another too, cause Deathcar was awesome
*The laptop has been uberbitchy
*Yay for a pic in Kerrang of Sean licking Bob's head... and cute Jay being cute
*I want Bullet's next dvd now damnit. Is it even announced?
*Finally finished fic tyoping last night. Shall finish it laters I hopes
*I keep listening to Papa Roach songs... damn them
*I keep meaning to shower but I fail
*Might be going to Tonbridge today or tomorrow
*Cute bug from bath=fwend!
*I wanna catch squiggel!

Epic Download post ahoy. Please keep your hands and arms inside the carpet at all times. Picture/video post later/tomorrow.

This is all mostly from notes I took over the weekend, so it may seem disjointed/random/crazy.

( Thursday: aka the day with lots of travel and arriving )

( Friday: aka the day with the first bands )

( Saturday: aka Stormtroopers! )

( Sunday: aka The last day )

( Monday: aka today/the last day there )

Off to Download in like, an hour, so I won't be on for days. (I don't picture this ending well.)

Pray for sunshine for us.

I'll be back Monday to pester everyone again.

If there's any posts/fic/shiny kittens you think I should see, comment here or e-mail me (cause chances are I'll miss it when I go through the million friends pages I'll have to look through upon my return Monday).

Be safe.

So this is probably the last post pre-Download. Well, last main one anyway. It's scary.

The line-up times have been announced, so we're gonna print it out and mark off who we want to see. Sunday's gonna be the least busy day I think. When we get there we're gonna have an explore and in general we'll be doing random stuff. Unlike most everyone there we won't be drinking booze (cause we just don't like the stuff). We're being pretty much organised but... I dunno. We might go to the cinema or a comedy night at some point since it's likely we won't sleep.

I'm taking a notepad in case I get inspired to write, which I may do anyway.

I'd only want merch from a band or two I think. Maybe. I dunno.

We've got food for it, so we should be ok on that front too. I'm praying it won't rain cause I've no wet weather gear.

On Pokemon, I'm past the Elite Four and I'm in the Battle Frontier area. I'm trying to build up money to get the villa stuff and I'll tackle Stark Mountain at some point. Mostly at Battle Frontier I do the Battle Factory, cause I like that.

I've got Steel Panther's song Community Property stuck in my head, after hearing it on the radio the other night.

I felt sick yesterday. I think I got Mikey's thing. I feel a bit better today though I think.

I called mum earlier and she seems calmer today (especially when I pointed out that her thing was booked before she'd even talked to me about coming back) so I should be back there next Saturday/Sunday. How thrilling to go back to home that's gonna have a billion workmen in fucking it up more.

That's it really. Everyone stay ok. Don't do anything I wouldn't do huh?

So I called mum earlier, if you can call it that. It degenerated into a shouting match.

Basically she's going away this weekend and was hoping for me to be there. With Download being this weekend, I obviously can't be, but the fact that I'm going (as predicted) just seems to piss her off. Basically it's 'cpme back by this weekend or there'll be nothing to come back to' kinda thing.

Maybe she'll calm down, but if not then I'm fucked if I go and fucked if I don't.

I wish I knew what to do.

So the BNP have won seats. The bastards. How can they have won? Yes the government's bad, but at least it's not full of the rascists, rapists and old people beaters that the BNP are.

Finally, the two Download people are being announced tonight. Await them I shall.

I'm gonna see about finishing that fic tonight. All the things I've meant to do pre-Download seem to have been... squished, cause I fail.

Later, I've gota call mum. Maybe in half hour or something.

Today's not been so bad.

I got Mikey some sheep stuff and a few cute little ornaments for me (a moose and a turtle). I got the Trek comic and a Xena series cheap (cause she's cool and I love her spinny things). JC went better then expected (though if I stay here, I'm pushed into a course that ties me here till mid-September and is in Maidstone, which is apparently an hour away wtf?). However, I can get a train pass if I go in before going home, which'll give me half off or something.

That's it really.

Why have I spent half an hour looking for Mcfly porn? I have a craving. Damn you Harry.

I'm not really looking forward to tomorrow, I just want it outta the way.

I got semi-inspiration for fic last night, so the UA one might be finished tonight. Well, I think so anyway.

I'm multitasking my being on Pokemon and doing this post. I'm in the last gym. (FYI, dressing as a Pikachu doesn't make you hardcore.)

AOL seems to be sucky right now. I wanna beat it up.

From x_monroeville_x

Reply to this post by yelling "Words". I'll pick five words that I associate with you. Post to your journal about those words and get your friends to do the same.

Gerard Way, fandom, Star Wars, Waycest and Matt Tuck

1: Gerard Way

Gerard's really strange, but awesome in his own way. I've become indifferent really since the whole 'wedding/baby' thing. Honestly, I'm still skeptical about all that. Especially with that stupid name. However, then there's UA which is all kinds of awesome. Seriously, if you've not read it, you totally should.

2: Fandom

I dunno why this one was picked really. I'm not really a big part of any anymore. I don't really participate because... well, most fandoms are full of total elitist bitches (aka the MCR one) however, I've met some nice people there (aka f-list) so...

3: Star Wars

This is my first and constant 'fandom' really. Everything else may come and go, but Star Wars is constant. Why? Cause it's awesome. Space battles, amputations left and right, tentacled aliens, killer droids... it has everything. Plus, when the first gay characters were introduced in a novel the other year, they were married to each other and kick ass Mandolorians who ould kill with their bare hands. I'll probably get a Star Wars tattoo at some point, but not the standard stuff.

4: Waycest

My first MCR pairing cause... come on, they're so doing it. They're so obvious at times it's unreal. And es, I realise I've not wrote about them in... ever. And I hate how the fanbase for them seems to have dried up. Where's all the fic gone?

5: Matt Tuck

He's not the Bullet boy I'd have expected to be chosen (since he's what, my third or fourth fav?). Ironically as I got to this Bullet started playing, odd huh? Anyway, don't get me wrong, he's cool and everything but... likemost lead singers I think he gets too much of the attention. Cause, to me anyway, Jay's the most awesome (is anyone actually surprised I said that?). But Matt's got this skinny think going on. I wonder how he'd look standing next to Mikeyway? Hmmm. 'm surprised there's not more fic of him getting raped/Bullet in general.

Yeah, I kinda rambled there.

For my own reference mostly. Shall be struck out when done. They'll probably be some things added as well.

For before Download:
*Call mum
*Pack stuff
*Fic: meme fics
*Fic: UA fic
*Fic: girl!Kirk fic
*Sort UA figures
*Read UA again
*Sort JC (bah)
*Get more food/drink for Download
*Go on Wi-fi to get Rotom key
*Get to at least the Elite Four
*Find pod thing

For between Download and going home (some which may be done soon):
*Death Note run
*Clone Wars run
*Find datapad/lost badges
*Pack stuff for home
*Test comp
*Get Majora's Mask on Wii

Today we went to Tesco and got some things. Nothing new there really. There's several good games coming out for the Wii later this year. Damnit.

Wise people with playstations/whatever: is Silent Hill any good?

While playing through Platinum I think Volkner and Flint (the last gym leader and one of the Elite Four) are doing it. All of my team are at 50.

It's strange to think that next week we'll be camped out in a field and the week after I'll be sorting myself out for home.

Speaking of Download they were meant to announce the last two bands and times of everyone yesterday, but haven't. Useless people.

Is anyone else going apart from the obvious?

Is the internet broken? Sites seem to be fucking up/being slow everywhere.

The past few days haven't been terribly exciting. I guess things'll pick up as Mikey gets bettter and during the mad rush to pack everything in. The most exciting things are seeing a squiggle and woodpecker outside, and Zero thinking my head's a climbing frame.

And yay for the gay penguins raising a chick. I think it's so cute.

Laying Like That You Look Like A Whore
Pairing: Matthew Davies/Rhys Lewis
Rating: NC-17
POV: Matthew
Warnings: BDSM, crossdressing
Notes: For Mikeysaur, cause I want you to get betters soon.
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I shouldn't plan things in advance, cause I never actually end up doing them.

I started writing something last night to cheer sickie Mikey up, so I'll finish it soon. It's another The Blackout fic. I wasn't going to the short smut fic as them, but it's too cheer him up basically. And cause I couldn't decide on anyone else. After it I may do another and finish the meme fics, the girl!Kirk one and (at least a first part to) the Umbrella Academy one (although I could probably do just a little more to it and post that). I wanna try and do all of those before Download.

I predict Download will be all kinds of a crazy hell. Just cause.

Mikey's had his hair done, but feels worse today. I feel so useless really.

I did get three of the legendary Pokemon last night. Two of the lake Pokemon and Girantina. Also got Mespirit down to catchable HP, it's just getting it in the ball.

I'll have to go to Walsall or somewhere on the 27th of July, to get the Watchmen dvd and Torchwood one. It's not been on tv, yet the dvds out then. Crazy no? I wish I'd got that Watchmen dvd from Tesco when I saw it.

I've gotta call mum at some point. Perhaps tomorrow.

This is just so fucking awesome/kickass! It's a trailer for the next Star Wars game, The Old Republic and just... wow. I wasn't terribly fussed about it (cause I generally suck at PC games cause I tend not to go on them, with the laptop at home I'll stick KOTOR on it and go on it over summer) but just... awesomeness! A Star Wars game with flamethrowers, Coruscant, astro droids and holographic erotic dancers (shown in screenshots, not in the trailers) can't be anything except awesomeness. And even more so cause Nautolans and Kaleesh'll be in judging from the avatars.

Other random thoughts while I'm being flaily:
*The Blackout are still pervs. I love them (this is carried on from last night not something new)
*I gave up on Feebas. Screw that shit. I'll get it on the GTS. I beat the ice gym barely, which is odd considering I have a Houndoom. Galactic tonight.
*I want those two Download peeps announced now so I know if I care. I'm still blindly hoping for Bullet.
*Is it just me, or is the MCR fandom essentially dead now?
*Picnic went on hold cause Mikey's sick, so I'm in the media room again.
*Still need to do the UA read through
*Got writer's block on the UA related fic, so I might try some random porn.
*Clone Wars run tomorrow

I hate Feebas. I spent 5 hours looking for one and failed. When I go back on it'll be to do the gym.

The Blackout are awesome. Wanking. Group wanking. Gods that's so awesome. Why the hell is no one else ficcing these guys?

Tesco run soon.

Today's been one of those slow days. My badges from the gig (and a thing from one of my figures) have gone AWOL and I've found neither.

I read more of the Doctor book while Mikey was having guitar, then we had ice cream and I got some fruit salad chewits. I want more damnit, why's no one have them anymore? They're so hard to find.

Gotta go on Pokemon later and beat the ice gym. Maybe I'll train up an ice pokemon after the Elite Four. Probably Sneasel or Snover, the adorable snow tree.

Anyone know where I could learn Astrophysics on its own? Most places do it as a part of physics and I wanna find it on it's own.

I'm gonna do that UA read through tomorrow (so I can get on with the fic). I'll probably do some sort of rambling after it. We're gonna do a picnic then too. Speaking of UA, I've gotta sort out the figures before Download.

Why aren't there any full, recent The Blackout shoots online? It's annoying.

Yay for two more Download people. Please one be fucking Bullet.

My head's hurting, so I'm gonna go now and eat.

Yesterday was ok till the night. Really, I should have known that in advance. In the day I was on Pokemon and watched Death Note Volume 1. L's so pretty. Pokemon wise, I've just gotten through Iron Island and I'll go against the steel gym tonight. Mikey's way ahead of me, being at the Distortion World. My team is Gengar, Scyther, Empoleon, Luxray, Gabite and Houndoom. Gengar's at 43, the rest are at 42.

I started work on the UA fic and it makes me wanna do the read through more. It's set before the events of Apocalypse Suite. Like all of mine so far, it's Seance based. I've really gotta do a Hzel and Cha Cha one.

Like I said, night sucked really. I got all... eh and then felt worse. Meh. Least I made a friend while outside, with a little kitty. It kept rubbing itself against me and generally being cute.

Today's hot. Annoyingly so.

And now, a picture post. It's taken ages cause photobucket/Firefox have fucked up.

Anyway, here we go.

( Pic time )

End of post. Futurama now, Pokemon laters.

Whenever I feel anything that's remotely negative, I can't just be left alone to just... feel them. Eevn today, when I knew I'd feel it beforehand I just can't.

Today's been good, in a random way. Very hot.

We left at lunch time and went to Forbidden Planet after Mikey got Rock Sound (yay for him letting me have the Oli/Madina cards). Forbidden Planet wasn't as good as I hoped (they didn't have the latest set of minis or the Kit figure) but I got the Umbrella Academy book and figure set and a Resident Evil 4 dvd/book. It was £42 and I got it for £3.99. Looking at it now, it doesn't look like it's worth that, but I've not seen the dvd yet. I guess it'll help with my learning.

After that we went to the massive HMV. I changed my Deep Space 9 boxset for one that (I hope) works. The guy that sorted it for me seemed stoned though. Also I got The Blackout's single, massive LP and You Me At Six's single (for the cover).

Then we went to near the venue and ate. Fuck it was good to sit and eat at Mcdonalds.

After that, we went in a few shops, then found the venue. Sean's brother was standing around outside, then vanished. We sat around for a bit, before joining the queue when it became a proper one.

Once inside, we got the signed albums that were there (oddly, they were some still left at the show's end). Mikey got me a badge set (and I wish I'd had enough for the moon tee... I hope it's put online/at Download). Mikey also got a poster, which I wasn't bothered about until I saw it was signed and it was limited edition so I nabbed one.

We missed most of The Urgency due to merch, so I dunno what they were like. After that we sat down. Hollywood Undead were eh. I didn't like them. Silverstein were good though.

The Blackout were the best, obviously. Sean licked Matthew's neck. Bob kicked ass. Matthew was, very very strangely, much more confident then usual. He swore, got the crowd going and even fucking jumped in the pit, all very un-Matthew like. At the end of the gig everyone came on stage, including Sean's baby brother who was headbanging all over the place.

My pictures are mostly shit.

After the gig, the whole band came out, which was awesome. When Sean did I got shoved by the dumbass stampeed. Stupid fucking fangirls. They scared poor Matthew. I got pictures with everyone but Sean and Matthew. I got nothing signed, boo. Bpob was crazy and kept dinging and trying to sell the cds. Snoz was adorable and remmebered me! Everyone else was sweet. I'll post em soon.

Random thoughts:
*I expected to get inspired for The Blackout fic, but instead my mind started working on that Umbrella Academy one. I'll note it down tomotrrow to take my mind off things.
*After that/concurrently 'll finish the girl!Kirk fic. The scene I'm currently on shall be the last.
*There's a song called Tower Of Snakes, f-list who is it by? I have no idea.
*I'm a little more excited over Download now
*Bandit is still a stupid fucking name

That's the stupidest baby name ever. Just cause you're an ass bandit Gerard doesn't mean you need to call your 'baby' it.

In other news, JC was changed from today to the proper day (huzzah!) and Claire's here to be pestered.

Leftovers
Pairing: Matt Good/Sean Smith
Rating: NC-17
POV: Sean
Warnings: Vomit
Notes: For Mikeysaur... to cheer him up. Though it's so late it's not necessary.
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Yesterday was good, though the place was far too exensive (£30 for free people? WTF?) so we didn't go in. Instead, we just went on the train, which was nice.

On Pokemon, my team is all 27. Crobat's been switched for a Gabite though.

I want to write, yet I can't decide what to do. Hmm. Maybe I'll decide soon.

In the meantime, a pretty spam.


Pretty Jay is pretty (and bandana=heavy kink mmmm)
( Pretties )

Be on Pokemon a fair bit. I've got my main team of six now. Prinplup, Zubat, Ponyta, Luxio, Kricketune, Gastly. Fairly varied and all at 20.

I'm waiting for Mikeysaur to get closer to where I am before doing any more.

Today we surveyed the damage, it looks pretty bad, but not as bad as it did with the fire.

Formatting the mp3 thing seemed to have sorted it out. It's pretty ok now.

Got Pokemon on now. Ash and Gary and James should just do it already.

Might write something in a bit, while I wait.

Basically, this a to-do list, which is mostly for my reference.

Tonight:
*Get Pokemon Platinum

At some point:
*Check out the fire damage

Sunday/Monday
*Go to that thing with sheep and stuffs

This week
*Read all Umbrella Academy
*Finish meme fics (Bob/Frank, Spencer porn)
*Take a look at girl!Kirk again

Thursday
*Stupid JC thing/check money

Friday
*The Blackout gig/Forbidden Planet

Saturday
*Wanting to be alone/call mum

Sometime while Claire's here
*Watch Labyrinth
*Watch new Trek

Before I go home
*Death Note run
*Clone Wars run

Sometime before Download
*Arrange UA figs (if they're not in FP cheap enough)

JC annoys me cause the money was meant to be in today but it wasn't gah. I wish there was a proper cash point near here so I could check.

The way things are working out, money for Download'll be closer to £50 then £100, but I don't see myself needing that much there anyway. Still don't feel terribly excited for it.

I might try and write later, but if I'm on Pokemon I won't. Pokemon's been saturating the ads, so I want it and Tesco has it for cheap so...

That's it really. I hope more Pokemmon's uploaded for us to watch as well. Pokemon=awesome!